All Alone

I sat and pondered all alone,
Will I ever find a love of my own?

A love I can trust,
A love that's a must?
A love without the pain,
Such a love--Will I gain?

Will he hurt me too,
Just like the others do?
Will he cheat and lie,
Or will he hold me high?

Will he appreciate what I do,
Or will he laugh and say we're through?
Will I ever find Mr. Right,
Or will all love be a fight?

Will he always make me cry,
Or will he care and ask why?
Will he want me, as I want him,
Or will love, he just pretend?

I sat and pondered all alone,
Will I ever find a love of my own?

Is he the one that really got away?

Is he One That Got Away...Did He Really....

In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people
Ones with whom you shared something special,
Ones who will always mean something
There's the one you first kissed,
The one you first loved,
The one you're with...AND THE ONE WHO GOT AWAY.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person
with who everything was great, everything was perfect,
but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in
the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but
the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone,
finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely
in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal
part, or maybe even the greater part, that it has to do with
the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready
to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes
beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing
it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner,
it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work.
Small problems become big; inconsequential become
deal breakers simply because you're not ready and it shows.
It's not that you and the person you're with are no good;
it's just that it's not yet right, and little things become
the flash point of that fact.

Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this
happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or
she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the
brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your
life, but it'll work because you're ready. It'll work
because it's the right time and you'll make it work.
And it'll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you're finally making sense of
things, and you find yourself to be a different person.
Things are different, your approach is different, you
finally understand who you are and what you want..

How I View Myself.......

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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2. Bangkok, Thailand


3. Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia

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Million Miles Away

Here we lay face to face once again
The silence cuts like a knife as we pretend
And i'm wonderin who will be the first
To say what we both know
We're just holding on to 'could have beens'
When we should be lettin' go

It feels like you're a million miles away
As your lyin' here with me tonight
And i can't even find the words to say
I can't find a way to make it right
And we both know that the story's ending
We play the part but we're just pretendin'
And i can't hide the tears
Cause even though your here
It feels like you a million miles away

Was it me or was it you that broke away
What we were was like the seasons
Love has changed
And everytime i think about it
It tears me up inside
Of emotions
But i got no more tears to cry

It feels like you're a million miles away
As your lyin' here with me tonight
And i can't even find the words to say
I can't find a way to make it right
And we both know that the story's ending
We play the part but we're just pretendin'
And i can't hide the tears
Cause even though your here
It feels like you a million miles away

We can try to talk it over
But we've walked that road before
Boy our song has played it's last note
And we both know for sure
That it's time to close that door

It feels like you're a million miles away
As your lyin' here with me tonight
I can't even find the words to say
I can't find a way to make it right
We both know that the story's ending
We play the part but we're just pretendin'
And i can't hide the tears
Cause even though your here
It feels like you a million miles away
Yeah, a million miles away

Bintan- Day3