❤ Broken Hearted Gal ❤

Youre everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you couldve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

Youre the only one I wish I could forget
The only one Id love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, youre the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I cant erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know Ill be there at the end of the day



Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now Ive always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say youve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel youre not deserving me
And still youre in my heart
But youre the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I dont complain
Cause Ive been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I dont hate you
Im happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I dont wanna be without you babe
I dont want a broken heart
Dont wanna take breath with out you babe
I dont wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I dont want to love you in no kind of way no no
I dont want a broken heart
And I dont wanna play the broken-hear-ted girl...NoNo
No broken-hear-ted girl

Now Im at a place I thought Id never be
Im living in a world thats all about you and meyeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you

Stronger

We've been through the storm,
We've been through it all
We had some close calls,
But never would fall
We climbed all the mountains,
Walked through all the valleys,
And you never left me behind

I found my way through the clouds,
No more running scared and closing my eyes
I will be true, this love from my heart,
I'm laying my life on the line


Oh I will survive,
As long as it's you by my side
I will survive,
As long as it's you by my
ide
I'm stronger, stronger, stronger
I'm stronger, stronger, stronger


They said we wouldn't make it,
But guess what, we made it
And deep down, I'm wondering how
You were always for me,
Never been the one to hurt me
You gave me peace of mind

I found my way through the clouds,
No more running scared and closing my eyes
I will be true, this love from my heart,
I'm laying my life on the line

Sometimes I can't believe,
That you are with me
There's nobody lucky as me
So I get on my knees,
To make sure that He
Knows that I'm grateful,
For what He gave me

All Cried Out

All alone on a sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling
Inside Im slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you
Dont you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
cause Im tired of your lie
All I needed was a simple hello
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
I gave you my love in vain
Now Im all cried out, over you.



Dont you know my tears will cause an inferno
Romance often fades
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected
Apology not accepted
Add it to the broken hearts youve collected

1st August 2009, Saturday

Its seemed like yesterday i welcome the new year,2009.
Now its already August..
Eight months into the new year.

In these months,
I have seen how friendships are made;
And how friendships break.
How i fell in & out of love;
How the world changes;
How people who i love passed on.

Everyday of my life is a history.
The good times,
The bad times.
Sometimes it made me feel happy,
At times,Sad.

Its funny sometimes how we dream of something;
Only to find it crushed at the end.
Hopes,dreams all shattered.
Sometimes i wonder if there really is such thing as a happy ending?

People around me,
Getting married,
Getting engaged,
Going abroad,
Getting pregnant,
Continuing studies,
Meeting the love of their life.

I found myself a wonderful job,
Which is full of interesting people
From all walks of life.
I found my wonderful love,
And wished why haven't i met him earlier.

But,,,then i stopped & wonder.
What is my achievement?
What did i succeed?

From people point of view,
They envy me.
They feel threaten by me.
But,i don't.

I felt that I am way behind time.
At my age, I am suppose to be married,
Or at least engaged.
But,NO...

I just started a relationship.
A relationship which i wonder if it leads to anything?
I know its only been few months.
Guys don't feel the need to settle down.

Why?
Cause they are not the one getting pregnant!
I read that women who reaches the age of 27;
Will have difficulty of having children.
Then,if we women have difficulty having children;
That gives the husband a reason to get another wife!

I just feel so mad thinking of it.
It made me feel that,
I would end up alone anyways.

Might as well start buying a house by myself,
Get a cat....
No cats,,,very tedious...
A parrot maybe...
And ferret...
Good idea...

All Alone

I sat and pondered all alone,
Will I ever find a love of my own?

A love I can trust,
A love that's a must?
A love without the pain,
Such a love--Will I gain?

Will he hurt me too,
Just like the others do?
Will he cheat and lie,
Or will he hold me high?

Will he appreciate what I do,
Or will he laugh and say we're through?
Will I ever find Mr. Right,
Or will all love be a fight?

Will he always make me cry,
Or will he care and ask why?
Will he want me, as I want him,
Or will love, he just pretend?

I sat and pondered all alone,
Will I ever find a love of my own?

Is he the one that really got away?

Is he One That Got Away...Did He Really....

In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people
Ones with whom you shared something special,
Ones who will always mean something
There's the one you first kissed,
The one you first loved,
The one you're with...AND THE ONE WHO GOT AWAY.

Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person
with who everything was great, everything was perfect,
but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in
the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but
the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.

I believe in the fact that ending up with someone,
finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely
in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal
part, or maybe even the greater part, that it has to do with
the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready
to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes
beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.

How often have you gone through it without even realizing
it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner,
it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work.
Small problems become big; inconsequential become
deal breakers simply because you're not ready and it shows.
It's not that you and the person you're with are no good;
it's just that it's not yet right, and little things become
the flash point of that fact.

Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this
happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or
she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the
brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your
life, but it'll work because you're ready. It'll work
because it's the right time and you'll make it work.
And it'll make sense, it really will.

So that day comes when you're finally making sense of
things, and you find yourself to be a different person.
Things are different, your approach is different, you
finally understand who you are and what you want..

How I View Myself.......

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

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Million Miles Away

Here we lay face to face once again
The silence cuts like a knife as we pretend
And i'm wonderin who will be the first
To say what we both know
We're just holding on to 'could have beens'
When we should be lettin' go

It feels like you're a million miles away
As your lyin' here with me tonight
And i can't even find the words to say
I can't find a way to make it right
And we both know that the story's ending
We play the part but we're just pretendin'
And i can't hide the tears
Cause even though your here
It feels like you a million miles away

Was it me or was it you that broke away
What we were was like the seasons
Love has changed
And everytime i think about it
It tears me up inside
Of emotions
But i got no more tears to cry

It feels like you're a million miles away
As your lyin' here with me tonight
And i can't even find the words to say
I can't find a way to make it right
And we both know that the story's ending
We play the part but we're just pretendin'
And i can't hide the tears
Cause even though your here
It feels like you a million miles away

We can try to talk it over
But we've walked that road before
Boy our song has played it's last note
And we both know for sure
That it's time to close that door

It feels like you're a million miles away
As your lyin' here with me tonight
I can't even find the words to say
I can't find a way to make it right
We both know that the story's ending
We play the part but we're just pretendin'
And i can't hide the tears
Cause even though your here
It feels like you a million miles away
Yeah, a million miles away

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Moving Mountains

Now, now, she loved me, shawty I loved her.
Used to jump up in the Maybach and roll out.
Used to care, used to share,
the love that she used to give me can't be found.
I lost my way, she said she'd stay, and lately i've been sleeping with a ghost.
My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold.


That was before the great depression kicked in and rocked us.
And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us.
I told you to leave but you lied to me when you said that,
Baby no worries i promise to get us back.

I know sorry's just wouldn't do it.
Her heart is obliterated I'm trying to travel through,
But it's like moving mountains, it's like moving mountains.
But I keep climbing and hoping things would change, and the sky turns grey,
And the water from the rain washes progress away.
It's like moving mountains, it's like moving mountains.
Why you just leave me, just leave me be,
Just leave me, just leave me be.
Why you just leave me, just leave me be,
why you just leave me, just leave me be.

She, she don't touch me, I don't touch her,
We rarely even ever say a word.
I really wanna give her everything she deserves,
but the bad took away the good.
she thinks that I'm full of it, arguments, always pissed, man I'm tired
every kiss that I miss, girl you know I'm trying.
you never believe it when I say, and I never believe it when you say, "I love you."
and I shouldn't complain about it, I should take it like a man and walk up out it,
cause we will never be the same, I been standing in gas, and you have been the flame.

I know sorries just wouldn't do it,
her heart is obliterated I'm trying to get through
Gotta move this mountain, it's like moving mountains.
But I keep climbing and hoping things will change, and the sky turns grey,
And the water from the rain washes progress away.
It's like moving mountains, it's like moving mountains.
Why you just leave me, just leave me be,
Just leave me, just leave me be.
Why you just leave me, just leave me be,
why you just leave me, just leave me be.

So low that I'm just traveling on, and it feel's so wrong, barely holding on.
These hills that I'm traveling up, she aint showing me love, I'm down on my love.

I know sorry's just wouldn't do it.
Her heart is obliterated I'm trying to travel through
But it's like mountains, it's like moving mountains.
But I keep climbing in hoping things will change, and the sky turns grey,
And the water from the rain washes progress away.
It's like moving a mountain, I'm tryn, tryn to move this mountain.
Why you just leave me, just leave me be,
just leave me, just leave me be.
Why you just leave me, just leave me be,
why you just leave me, just leave me be.

What is Love?

What Is Love?
What Is Love ?
and why does love never find me
Instead Broken Hearts Surround Me
And once again the wrong man found me
Saying he wouldn't hurt me
but in the end he didn't deserve me
What Is Love?
and why doesn't love know my name
I prayed to god that it would change
But true love never came
What Is Love?
I ask myself time after time,
why is love so blind,
or I shouldn't waist my time
I guess Broken Hearts are only made for me,
Because love finds everyone else but me..

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Halo

Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away


Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

Underneath the stars,I rest my heart with ur soul.

Underneath the stars,I rest my heart with ur hands.

Like a butterfly has lost its use of its wings,

I fly away into the darkness.

With no direction ahead of me,,

Flying into the dark with just a glimpse of hope.

A hope that I long for.

A hope which will prove me wrong.

A hope that gives me love.

The love that I have longed for.

Years I have been searching for the true meaning,

Unfortunately,I failed.

Attempts aft attempts yet I have failed over & over again.

As I fly future into the darkness,I finally see a glimpse of light.

Will that light bring me the hope that I longed for?

Or will it disappear aft I have rest my heart??

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Kasih bukan sekadar cinta
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Ku pertaruhkan

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Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah
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Cintaku padamu
Bila bahagia mulai menyentuh
Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama
Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta
Ketika ku bersujud

Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekedar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Ku pertaruhkan

Ketika ku bersujud

LOVE STORY

"Love Story"

We were both young, when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts-
I'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air.

I see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns.
I see you make your way through the crowd-
You say hello, little did I know...

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles-
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet"-
And I was crying on the staircase-
begging you please don't go...
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess,
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew-
So close your eyes... escape this town for a little while.
Oh, Oh.

Cause you were Romeo - I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "stay away from Juliet" -
but you were everything to me-
I was begging you, please don't go-
And I said...

Romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes-

Romeo save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby, just say yes.
Oh, Oh.

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think-
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said...

Marry me Juliet, you'll never have to be alone.
I love you, and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad -- go pick out a white dress
It's a love story, baby just say... yes.
Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh.

'cause we were both young when i first saw you

Gosh..How Time Ruins U..

Gosh,my jeans size was 24 when i was 20.
That was nearly 5 years ago.
My height has been stagnant.
Since Secondary School.
Guess God Decide I can grow ant taller;
And become a Model.
Was under-weight during schools.
Maybe due to stress & hockey.
Adolescents,due to hard-partying.
Now,believe it or not;
Im neither a size 24 nor 26.
I think im 28 now.
Im afraid to go buy a pair of jeans.
Got banned from a shop @Bugis.
Coz i scolded the aunty;
When she said i was a 26.
(Which i tot i was 24)
Ironic.
Used to alwys wanna gain weight.
Now got a Mega-Big Mac On My abs.
Damn Macdonals.
Damn KFC.
Yoga?Love-hae relationship.
I love yoga.
Yoga hates me.
Exercise?
Somehow,my bed alwys refuse to let me go.
Pills?
If i start on pills;
Can sumone stand-by for me a kidney?
:P

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Departed

When you feel your hearts guarded,
And you see the breaks starting,
When the clouds are far departed,
You'll be right here with me,

When your life is going to fast,
off the train tracks
I can slow it down, oh
just when you think your bout to turn back
scared you might crash
I'll be your ground, oh

Oh when you feel your hearts guarded,
And you see the brakes started,
And when the clouds above Departed,
You'll be right here with me,
And when your tears are dry from crying,
And when the worlds turned silent,
So when the clouds above Departed,
You will be right here with me,

When your trapped and there's just no key,
And you can't breathe,
I breathe for you,
The fire's got you down on both knees,
And the walls are closing in but I will,
Break it through,
And when you feel alone,
I'm a be at home,
Whenevers comes and go,
You know I got you,

I will be here right beside you,
Every step you take,
I will be your strength your shelter,
Shield you from the rain.

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