Stronger

We've been through the storm,
We've been through it all
We had some close calls,
But never would fall
We climbed all the mountains,
Walked through all the valleys,
And you never left me behind

I found my way through the clouds,
No more running scared and closing my eyes
I will be true, this love from my heart,
I'm laying my life on the line


Oh I will survive,
As long as it's you by my side
I will survive,
As long as it's you by my
ide
I'm stronger, stronger, stronger
I'm stronger, stronger, stronger


They said we wouldn't make it,
But guess what, we made it
And deep down, I'm wondering how
You were always for me,
Never been the one to hurt me
You gave me peace of mind

I found my way through the clouds,
No more running scared and closing my eyes
I will be true, this love from my heart,
I'm laying my life on the line

Sometimes I can't believe,
That you are with me
There's nobody lucky as me
So I get on my knees,
To make sure that He
Knows that I'm grateful,
For what He gave me

All Cried Out

All alone on a sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling
Inside Im slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you
Dont you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
cause Im tired of your lie
All I needed was a simple hello
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
I gave you my love in vain
Now Im all cried out, over you.



Dont you know my tears will cause an inferno
Romance often fades
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected
Apology not accepted
Add it to the broken hearts youve collected

1st August 2009, Saturday

Its seemed like yesterday i welcome the new year,2009.
Now its already August..
Eight months into the new year.

In these months,
I have seen how friendships are made;
And how friendships break.
How i fell in & out of love;
How the world changes;
How people who i love passed on.

Everyday of my life is a history.
The good times,
The bad times.
Sometimes it made me feel happy,
At times,Sad.

Its funny sometimes how we dream of something;
Only to find it crushed at the end.
Hopes,dreams all shattered.
Sometimes i wonder if there really is such thing as a happy ending?

People around me,
Getting married,
Getting engaged,
Going abroad,
Getting pregnant,
Continuing studies,
Meeting the love of their life.

I found myself a wonderful job,
Which is full of interesting people
From all walks of life.
I found my wonderful love,
And wished why haven't i met him earlier.

But,,,then i stopped & wonder.
What is my achievement?
What did i succeed?

From people point of view,
They envy me.
They feel threaten by me.
But,i don't.

I felt that I am way behind time.
At my age, I am suppose to be married,
Or at least engaged.
But,NO...

I just started a relationship.
A relationship which i wonder if it leads to anything?
I know its only been few months.
Guys don't feel the need to settle down.

Why?
Cause they are not the one getting pregnant!
I read that women who reaches the age of 27;
Will have difficulty of having children.
Then,if we women have difficulty having children;
That gives the husband a reason to get another wife!

I just feel so mad thinking of it.
It made me feel that,
I would end up alone anyways.

Might as well start buying a house by myself,
Get a cat....
No cats,,,very tedious...
A parrot maybe...
And ferret...
Good idea...