Happily Ever After..

I was asked a question.While talking to a close friend,we were talking abt Valentine's Day.Few friends & I decided if we cud get together & maybe catch a movie & den have fun at Escape Theme Park.There's was a prob..I dun hav a date while my friends are attached.But i dun mind goin alone.So,i decided to ask my tis close friend.But he cant confirm it due to some werk commitment.That led to something he said.He said wat if i got a bf by Valentine's Day?Ya,like that gonna happen.He said miracle cud happen.
U see,miracles dun like me.I dun have miracles coming in & out of my life.Den he said if a guy ask me to be his gf on Valentine's Day?Another miracle joke.Yeah,in the movies..Life wud be sp perfectly romantic.U fall in love,den that special sumone goes down on one knee & a perfectly romantic nite & propose.Hell yeah,who wudnt want that.I wud..But,,its juz all fantasy.That wat tv will make u believe.
When i was a young girl,my dream was to study very hard.Grow up to be a very successful person.Fall in love with the man of my dreams & lived happily ever after.That's the problem with dreaming too much.U will forget wat ur dreams is & den slowly it turns into a nightmare.
If i cud turn back time,i wud!Unfortunately,i can't.Sometimes,the thing is just infront of you but u juz dun realised it.U are too blinded by sumthing else to notice that wat u r looking for,has always been infront of u.
Life has not alwys been good to me.Sometimes i wonder why.Well,i didnt get to noe Karma 1st but i tink she juz a bitch tryin to mess wit me.
Anyways,sometimes i sit & wonder,how's my life gonna turn to.My dreams are more realistic now.Tryin not to fantasize to much.
Cause Dreams can jus Hurt & disappoint you..